My precious princess Star, a special baby who couldnt stay, mammy was very weak after having Khalil and the doctor said it would be dangerous trying to carry you so soon after giving birth to Khalil but you know what mammy is like, too strong willed and determined to listen but you were a part of me and I was determined to give you the best chance I could but Im so sorry Star because I obviously wasnt strong enough, I wanted you so so much but it just wasnt enough and you left me to join your big brother Jack up in heaven, I miss you little princess